After SPM

Well, it's over 4-5 months after my graduation as a highschool student. I guess people say now I'm living a free life often. Yeah, you could say that but almost half of it is as boring doing nothing on a hot summer day. ==' ha-ha

I was thinking of doing certain activities during my holidays after SPM. buttt not many have acheived great success. Well I'm not that active in trying new things but I had a lot of time clearing my head alot. Does that counts? I guess not. :P

Now I think my life of fun and freedom is coming to a bitter end I'm afraid. Because how much you run from reality. It always knows how to come back haunting you. You get what I mean?

Now, I'm trying to go to The United Kingdoms for my overseas study. Not that I'm that estatic about it but I really want to live differently you know. I admit that I have no outstanding talent so thats why I want to at least this. Mustering my courage of what I have left inside me. Leaving behind all that I care but sadly not all I own. So at 2.30 a.m in the morning on the 7th April 2011 I wrote this post wanting to clear my head of everything that I worry but could not do or more clearly not brave enough of doing.

I'm sorry Zharif Razain. Life is all about choices, and I have to make mine quick. Help me Allah Almighty.